Like honestly  I am so tired of being led in boys just to be thrown to the corner.  I want a relationship but I'm not gonna lower my standards just because I want one. Like some guy said he'd smash me, but he's just said that to flattering me. Like thanks for helping my confidence, honestly I'm already insecure as it is so he just made it worse. Next weekend my friend and I are gonna have a sleep over and hang out with our friends because that's what we do best. I'm listening to music right now as I right this well I at school.  Honestly at school as the innocent one...but is that such a bad thing?  Escpicially because I have my life on track and go to class... I don't want to be innocent anymore but I don't want anything to change for some stupid title...but I honestly care about the title which is really bad.

I'm going shopping tonight for my partboard horse and I'm getting my two boots yay  and I'm getting a bunch of stuff for show season this summer. Yayyayayay.     

Anyway. As always boys are stupid.

Toodles.

I actually haven't blogged in a while, anyways. Lots has happened and lots of accusations have been made towards me, when honestly I haven't done anything which really confuses me. Anyways, girls will be girls. I'm going to my first horseshow in about a week and I am super excited. I'm doing the 2'6 hunters with Zaria, the horse I ride. She's so cute I love her. My past two weeks have been actually pretty good, minus getting two infections; one in each eye. Honestly that sucked but I got four days off of school, one was a snow day but hey, missed school is good school. I actually don't mind school, but its nice to have some time off to dance around your house alone with your pajamas on. I finished my first semester exams and I did really well on some ok on others. I got an 80 percent on my geography exam. Honestly, so hyped to get my report. I know I didn't fail any of my classes. At least I hope I didn't. Anyways...  met a cute boy over exam break and he hung out and kinda flirted back and fourth but honestly nothing happened. I swear. On Sunday I get to shopping for Zari and I's first horse show. My eye infection is clearing up really well for now. Anyways, I jump all over the place with these blog posts but I hope you guys don't mind right. I've  been really into watching Pretty Little Liars on Netflix. I'm in the middle of the entire series and holy poo it's kinda creepy and suspenseful at some parts but it's just so addicting. Which I mean, isn't bad but like it's my life around...oh wait what life. XD. Anyways. I'm listening to Spotify, and to be honest I have a love hate relationship with Spotify. I like the whole idea of it, but then I'd rather just download everything to my Itunes, although that would be a lot of money you know? Music is good for the soul so I mean if I spent 2ooo$ on music, I wouldn't be mad, I'd just miss the two thousand dollars that I just spent, but I don't have two thousand dollars. I have like 100 and I have to save that to spend on Zaria. Anyways, I'm gonna wrap this up so I can go and do my laundry. Thanks guys! TOODLES! :)

So i just came back from British Columbia. It was so pretty and we made a stop in at Calgary spruce meadows. I ordered a hoodie. So excited to get it. I didn't see any of the horses or anything. But whatever. I worked yesterday and it was super  cold but it was good
. Found out that my horses eye is swollen...had to put stuff on that and had a good ride with her. So im happy about that.
I've decided that i dont like porcipines anymore. Anyways im gonna go eat candy today and watch Netflix and drink chocolate milk. Im laying with my dog on the couch being a couch potato with her.i dont have much to say but i will update you later k?

I haven't blogged in a bit. And im sorry. I've been quite busy and right now im in British Colombia so thats on the other side of the country for me. I've been to  lots of fantastic cities on my trip and will be heading home early wednesday morning. Tomorrow i will go and see the sea lions and have a super nice trip out there.  My friend works in a candy store so I've been having lots of candy and im super happy about that. On thursday i will be back to school. I only want to go because of the running we will do in gym. Im missing a lot of class work currently so i dont really miss that part of it. Anyway. My friends are hanging out with me. And i have ketchup chips to pig out with. Im going to go now. Thanks and  love you!!

I swear i was going to blog yesterday.  I promise i was...i just never got around to it since you know i was watching winx club. I finished the first season. Im on the second season and when i finish winx club im going tk watch there movie then im going to
Watch Dora. Im listening to three days grace in my music class. Hallelujah. There Canadian. I never knew that. any who this post cant be any longer since its already super short and im in class.

I don't even really want to post today but i have  ten minutes. Im super tired and i got locked out of my house ladt night for two hours. So im super tired and i have gym next. My eyeliner came off so k have to reapply it. This post wont be super long but i just so tired. I got to see my horsey last night. She was good. Eight minutes til the bell. I have another research period tomorrow. Ugh. I've been snapchatting people for the last half of my class. I have five people on my snapshot now. So exciting. I have no idea what to do right now. Im really tired.super tired. I cant really focus very well today. I wonder if the cure grade ten boy is here....hmmmm. maybe. Some kid just tryed to jump the bell. Fail. Alright i will sign off right now so i can go at the bell.  T oodles.

Im currently in my English class. It's five minutes to the bell and i have music next. I have to learn a new Rcm peice. I slept in this morning and was almost late for school. Oh the joys of trying to do your makeup in three minutes. Honestly why is waking up so difficult. I saw some cute boy just walk by. Im currently waiting for my music teacher to show up. Hence the reason im blogging. My leggings are too short so that sucks. My music teacher still hasn't showed up oh wait i kyed hes right here. Okay i got to go now guys. My music buddy isn't here but thats fine. Okay. T oodles.