I got a new phone guys. It's a galaxy s three. I named him Gilbert. Its got a sick camera and lots of gbs. So i downloaded the blogger app because im like why not? So now i can update y'all inn the middle of class. I also broke like my earphones and im kinda mad about that because i dont have anymore earphones. I have headphones but those are too bulky to bring back and fourth to school everyday. Im hoping that i will be much more social and more frequent in updating even if it is just short updates. Im currently sky in my best friend. We're not really talking since im talking to you guys right now. I have made so many errors that I've haf to retype since im on my phone. I dobt actually know how long this post actually is, since it looks different on my phone. But i hope it was a good update... love you all.

Okay... I'm sorry. I haven't blogged in about like half a dozen years. I have lots to tell you about. Boys...horses...school...life... the list keeps going. Those of you who care, I started high school about a month ago and today I got a 8 paged Geography test. Woohoo. Let's move on the boy subject.
So, theres two boys. A boy in grade ten who I am going to refer as N. and a grade nine boy who I will refer to as T. So, N, I know nothing about this kid...I just think he's cute. Big Deal. T, I know enough about him, we flirt sometimes...but he likes someone else and he's out of my league and I don't even know if I like him. I like to talk to him, and stuff. I care about him, I know that. I just don't know how much I care. I'm just a loser, who's not pretty enough. Everybody he likes is just a lot prettier and a lot nicer than I am. I mean, I don't even know anymore. Moving on.  I'm still crazy in love with horses. Life is good, other than the boy trouble but yeah...it's good and it's real.

I feel like I can't do anything right. I love to horseback ride, but I sometimes I get left behind at fences or I get bad distances then my jumping position is bad at the fence. My canter position is horrendous in my opinion. I cannot sit in the tack for the life of me. honestly. I'm stuck. 

Since I cut my hair, I feel like I'm not pretty. I really liked the length of it... and it's gone now so I'm hoping it will grow out fast. 

Anyways, to a happier note... I'm going to the cottage this weekend, and my brother and his girlfriend are coming with us. I'm hoping to have tonnes of fun and lots of sunshine. I hope my mom brings my chippies. I love the ketchup kind. Lays brand. 

I'm currently eating pizza...i love pizza

I feel like I haven't blogged in ages...okay maybe that's because I haven't and I'm sorry. I went shopping today to finish up getting my school supplies. I got some new pants from a thrift store...because thrift stores are pretty cheap. CI got some hand lotion, which smells so damn good, it's called 'Pink Chiffon' and I love it. I got two new nail polish colours, a baby pink and a dark purple. I'm wearing both on my nails actually. The baby pink is such a nice colour. They were only a dollar too...sweet deal. I got some new sunglasses...of which I love.I got a new eyelash curler, a mascara and a liquid concealor. Which I'm excited to use.

Now to barn news, Charlie the pony I ride..well another girl likes him and I told her she could ride him, but she has her own pony and she can ride him anytime. I can't do that with the horse I part-board. I have her three times a week and at least with Charlie I don't have to worry about sharing him and now that she wants to ride him I don't have him anymore. I have to share him and I really don't want to do that. Charlie likes me. He is my bucket. Charlie Bucket. I love my bucket. Nobody else wanted to ride him a month ago...why now? This is the exact reason why I want my own pony or at least to lease one. I love Charlie Bucket more than anyone.

I'm heading off to the cottage for the weekend. So, I have no access to wifi. Which happens to mean no updates.
For those of you who are interested , I am doing a 30 day blog challenge starting as soon as I can, and I will be doing that on my tumblr. http://www.allofthemistakesimade.tumblr.com
So please, feel free to check it out. I will probaly end up doing it the beginning of september, due to the fact that I am busy most of august.
Thank you for being so supportive,

I didn't have a good lesson today. I can't jump very well...I fell off at a sitting trot. I'm not a huge fan of the horse I ride. I wasn't really a fan with her to start with... I mean, I told myself that I'd give her a chance...but it just doesn't seem to work out. We always clash...She doesn't like me, she likes her other rider better. It's tough... the pony I want to part-board and ride all the time is a pony named Charlie, but he is looking to be leased out soon-- and I'm getting to big for him anyways. I don't know what to do because I don't have any other options. I don't want to leave the barn I ride at now either.
I'm stuck, and I have no idea what to do. I honestly... am so lost... I don't want to quit riding, but honestly I'm not always happy with the horse I ride now...

My parents aren't happy with the way I speak. Honestly... it's just to my dogs. Like, I called my dog a bully, and a stupid head because he wasn't listening. Honestly... I could be saying alot worse. They should happy with the kid that they have and that I'm the not drugee that lives on the corner of the street. Stop, trying to change the way I speak, stop trying to shape me into "a perfect child". It doesn't work. It probally never will. I do not see the point of trying to get me to speak differently. I think they can't accept the fact that I am growing up.

Ohkay... this really doesn't invovle blogging lyfe...but the boy I like, is single.... I'm laughing, one because he doesn't learn, that you can't play girls... and two I think hilarious that the mojoirty of his realationships are max. 3 and half weeks long.

It's priceless.