Friday, 25 July 2014

I'm heading off to the cottage for the weekend. So, I have no access to wifi. Which happens to mean no updates.
For those of you who are interested , I am doing a 30 day blog challenge starting as soon as I can, and I will be doing that on my tumblr.
So please, feel free to check it out. I will probaly end up doing it the beginning of september, due to the fact that I am busy most of august.
Thank you for being so supportive,

Thursday, 24 July 2014

I didn't have a good lesson today. I can't jump very well...I fell off at a sitting trot. I'm not a huge fan of the horse I ride. I wasn't really a fan with her to start with... I mean, I told myself that I'd give her a chance...but it just doesn't seem to work out. We always clash...She doesn't like me, she likes her other rider better. It's tough... the pony I want to part-board and ride all the time is a pony named Charlie, but he is looking to be leased out soon-- and I'm getting to big for him anyways. I don't know what to do because I don't have any other options. I don't want to leave the barn I ride at now either.
I'm stuck, and I have no idea what to do. I honestly... am so lost... I don't want to quit riding, but honestly I'm not always happy with the horse I ride now...

Wednesday, 23 July 2014

My parents aren't happy with the way I speak. Honestly... it's just to my dogs. Like, I called my dog a bully, and a stupid head because he wasn't listening. Honestly... I could be saying alot worse. They should happy with the kid that they have and that I'm the not drugee that lives on the corner of the street. Stop, trying to change the way I speak, stop trying to shape me into "a perfect child". It doesn't work. It probally never will. I do not see the point of trying to get me to speak differently. I think they can't accept the fact that I am growing up.

Ohkay... this really doesn't invovle blogging lyfe...but the boy I like, is single.... I'm laughing, one because he doesn't learn, that you can't play girls... and two I think hilarious that the mojoirty of his realationships are max. 3 and half weeks long.

It's priceless.
I'm currently at home... and it was supposed to rain...but it didn't which was stupid. If it rains tomorrow then I will very depressed. Later today, I will be going and volunteering at a place called The Journey and I will be sorting shampoos and conditners. I mean, I'd rather be at the barn---but you know, I'm helping people so that's okay.

I don't know what I want to do with my life... I'm stuck between music and horses...
I could be a Recording Artist or I could be doing something with horses. I'd be happy with both.
In the end, I want to be able to come home to someone at the end of the day---that I can come home too... I know I want that.
I mean, if I'm rocking the world then why not. So I guess my plan right now is, to keep posting youtube videos, to keep taking riding lessons... maybe start performing in front of crowds.
I'd also like to start showing, get the experience under my belt. I mean it doesn't hurt... but I just have to convince my mum. So let's hope I'm allowed...and I honestly hope I'm allowed.

Monday, 21 July 2014

I had a very not productive day today. I mean, I cleaned my room... and I'm currently painting my nails; well attempting to type and not ruin them... which is turning out better than thought...for now. lol. I just posted a new cover on my youtube channel, which was awesome considering i missed my upload day last week. So... I also decided to start up an Equestrian Youtube Channel...since I'm a horse crazy teen.
I don't know if your interested or not...but today I will be putting some of my social network information down. I've always wondered how much my blogs have been viewed, if people like them or if they think they're stupid. I like writing these blogs, They're honestly a great way to procrastinate, sometimes filled with advice or experiences. I mean, maybe some of them are relatable. I'm not sure. Appearantly, most of my readers are in the states.Which is nice, theres also a few in Europe some where. So the fact that I get such a wide range of viewers is great! I'm still waiting for my nails to dry. Waiting...Waiting...Waiting... I painted them a baby blue shiney color. Which, it turned out nicely... since I don't have any clear coats; which yes I am aware that it is very bad for my nails.

I don't know what else to tell you, so I will be posting my social fo right here.:

Twitter: @so_far_out

My mom is calling, so I must go. Toodles.

Sunday, 20 July 2014

IT kinda hurts to watch your best friend, have more fun with someone else right in front of you. I mean, I'm all for it, to have friends and friends outside of your "circle"... but I man...when it happens right in front of you. It just hurts. It made me feel like I wasn't good enough, that I wasn't fun or that I wasn't keeping her occupied. I'm kinda worried, about high school and what our friendship will turn out to be, but if it works it works and if it doesn't it doesn't. I mean, so I can't get to worked up about it. She's one of those people... that you have to try extra hard to be friends with, and extra hard to be around. She thinks that she's one of us. The kid with 4 friends, the kid that gets picked on... the kid that doesn't always make it. It sucks. It honestly, sucks. to be sat in front of, by your best friend... and watch her have more fun with someone else that myself. Anywho...
On a happier note. I went to Equestrian Tack Sale... I got some goodies for the horse and pony I ride. Since, I have started excersizing him since he will be leaving soon. or at least once he gets in shape.

Monday, 14 July 2014

I don't if it's just me, and I'm like 100% sure it's not just me. Do you ever wake up and your hair is standing on end, and it's all nasty and messy. Just Ew. Yeah, I had that this morning and can you believe that? Okay... moving on. So I have to go the dentist. (Yucky)  I don't like the dentist. I don't really have like preference. I have to go before I get yelled at. I must go... toodles guys.. I'mma update y'all later.

Sunday, 13 July 2014

Whoever invented pimples can die. My face is currently having a breakout, and I have to put tea tree oil on my pimples to help dry them out and you would not believe how much it is stinging my face right now. I mean, I'm not one to complain about it, but honestly... I know it helps, and it clears my face up quickly, but I'd rather drink 2 gallons of water everyday then , actually as much as I love water... I'll deal with putting tea tree oil on my face. Next to that I'm dehydrated, my skin is dry and lips on the verge of chapping. I'm a hot mess right now, in need of a super duper good cuddle.
I just realized I haven't blogged in a bit... so here we go.  Yesterday, the little pony I was exercising, decided to spook and buck me off... I ended up face planting into the ground. I was good, no concussion or breaks or anything. Just a scratch on my nose.  It's time for me to a new helmet... but anywho. I have to go to the dentist tomorrow, I don't really like the dentist. It smells grose. Honestly, but afterwards were going to go to greenhawk to get me a new helmet and some other things. I can't believe I haven't blogged in almost two weeks... like there is something seriously wrong with that. I've finished two journals this summer; Chloe and Tish...I'm currently writing in a journal named Tim... he's my journal... my friend and I think he's a stripper. Don't ask about our sense of logic... I have no idea. I put makeup on today, and I thought looked fine, until I put my eyeliner on ... then it sucked ass. Remind, to practice my upper lid eyeliner... It honestly, was not pretty. Well, one eye was but not the other.