So i just came back from British Columbia. It was so pretty and we made a stop in at Calgary spruce meadows. I ordered a hoodie. So excited to get it. I didn't see any of the horses or anything. But whatever. I worked yesterday and it was super  cold but it was good
. Found out that my horses eye is swollen...had to put stuff on that and had a good ride with her. So im happy about that.
I've decided that i dont like porcipines anymore. Anyways im gonna go eat candy today and watch Netflix and drink chocolate milk. Im laying with my dog on the couch being a couch potato with her.i dont have much to say but i will update you later k?

I haven't blogged in a bit. And im sorry. I've been quite busy and right now im in British Colombia so thats on the other side of the country for me. I've been to  lots of fantastic cities on my trip and will be heading home early wednesday morning. Tomorrow i will go and see the sea lions and have a super nice trip out there.  My friend works in a candy store so I've been having lots of candy and im super happy about that. On thursday i will be back to school. I only want to go because of the running we will do in gym. Im missing a lot of class work currently so i dont really miss that part of it. Anyway. My friends are hanging out with me. And i have ketchup chips to pig out with. Im going to go now. Thanks and  love you!!

I swear i was going to blog yesterday.  I promise i was...i just never got around to it since you know i was watching winx club. I finished the first season. Im on the second season and when i finish winx club im going tk watch there movie then im going to
Watch Dora. Im listening to three days grace in my music class. Hallelujah. There Canadian. I never knew that. any who this post cant be any longer since its already super short and im in class.

I don't even really want to post today but i have  ten minutes. Im super tired and i got locked out of my house ladt night for two hours. So im super tired and i have gym next. My eyeliner came off so k have to reapply it. This post wont be super long but i just so tired. I got to see my horsey last night. She was good. Eight minutes til the bell. I have another research period tomorrow. Ugh. I've been snapchatting people for the last half of my class. I have five people on my snapshot now. So exciting. I have no idea what to do right now. Im really tired.super tired. I cant really focus very well today. I wonder if the cure grade ten boy is here....hmmmm. maybe. Some kid just tryed to jump the bell. Fail. Alright i will sign off right now so i can go at the bell.  T oodles.

Im currently in my English class. It's five minutes to the bell and i have music next. I have to learn a new Rcm peice. I slept in this morning and was almost late for school. Oh the joys of trying to do your makeup in three minutes. Honestly why is waking up so difficult. I saw some cute boy just walk by. Im currently waiting for my music teacher to show up. Hence the reason im blogging. My leggings are too short so that sucks. My music teacher still hasn't showed up oh wait i kyed hes right here. Okay i got to go now guys. My music buddy isn't here but thats fine. Okay. T oodles.

I got a new phone guys. It's a galaxy s three. I named him Gilbert. Its got a sick camera and lots of gbs. So i downloaded the blogger app because im like why not? So now i can update y'all inn the middle of class. I also broke like my earphones and im kinda mad about that because i dont have anymore earphones. I have headphones but those are too bulky to bring back and fourth to school everyday. Im hoping that i will be much more social and more frequent in updating even if it is just short updates. Im currently sky in my best friend. We're not really talking since im talking to you guys right now. I have made so many errors that I've haf to retype since im on my phone. I dobt actually know how long this post actually is, since it looks different on my phone. But i hope it was a good update... love you all.

Okay... I'm sorry. I haven't blogged in about like half a dozen years. I have lots to tell you about. Boys...horses...school...life... the list keeps going. Those of you who care, I started high school about a month ago and today I got a 8 paged Geography test. Woohoo. Let's move on the boy subject.
So, theres two boys. A boy in grade ten who I am going to refer as N. and a grade nine boy who I will refer to as T. So, N, I know nothing about this kid...I just think he's cute. Big Deal. T, I know enough about him, we flirt sometimes...but he likes someone else and he's out of my league and I don't even know if I like him. I like to talk to him, and stuff. I care about him, I know that. I just don't know how much I care. I'm just a loser, who's not pretty enough. Everybody he likes is just a lot prettier and a lot nicer than I am. I mean, I don't even know anymore. Moving on.  I'm still crazy in love with horses. Life is good, other than the boy trouble but yeah...it's good and it's real.

I feel like I can't do anything right. I love to horseback ride, but I sometimes I get left behind at fences or I get bad distances then my jumping position is bad at the fence. My canter position is horrendous in my opinion. I cannot sit in the tack for the life of me. honestly. I'm stuck. 

Since I cut my hair, I feel like I'm not pretty. I really liked the length of it... and it's gone now so I'm hoping it will grow out fast. 

Anyways, to a happier note... I'm going to the cottage this weekend, and my brother and his girlfriend are coming with us. I'm hoping to have tonnes of fun and lots of sunshine. I hope my mom brings my chippies. I love the ketchup kind. Lays brand. 

I'm currently eating pizza...i love pizza

I feel like I haven't blogged in ages...okay maybe that's because I haven't and I'm sorry. I went shopping today to finish up getting my school supplies. I got some new pants from a thrift store...because thrift stores are pretty cheap. CI got some hand lotion, which smells so damn good, it's called 'Pink Chiffon' and I love it. I got two new nail polish colours, a baby pink and a dark purple. I'm wearing both on my nails actually. The baby pink is such a nice colour. They were only a dollar too...sweet deal. I got some new sunglasses...of which I love.I got a new eyelash curler, a mascara and a liquid concealor. Which I'm excited to use.

Now to barn news, Charlie the pony I ride..well another girl likes him and I told her she could ride him, but she has her own pony and she can ride him anytime. I can't do that with the horse I part-board. I have her three times a week and at least with Charlie I don't have to worry about sharing him and now that she wants to ride him I don't have him anymore. I have to share him and I really don't want to do that. Charlie likes me. He is my bucket. Charlie Bucket. I love my bucket. Nobody else wanted to ride him a month ago...why now? This is the exact reason why I want my own pony or at least to lease one. I love Charlie Bucket more than anyone.

I'm heading off to the cottage for the weekend. So, I have no access to wifi. Which happens to mean no updates.
For those of you who are interested , I am doing a 30 day blog challenge starting as soon as I can, and I will be doing that on my tumblr. http://www.allofthemistakesimade.tumblr.com
So please, feel free to check it out. I will probaly end up doing it the beginning of september, due to the fact that I am busy most of august.
Thank you for being so supportive,

I didn't have a good lesson today. I can't jump very well...I fell off at a sitting trot. I'm not a huge fan of the horse I ride. I wasn't really a fan with her to start with... I mean, I told myself that I'd give her a chance...but it just doesn't seem to work out. We always clash...She doesn't like me, she likes her other rider better. It's tough... the pony I want to part-board and ride all the time is a pony named Charlie, but he is looking to be leased out soon-- and I'm getting to big for him anyways. I don't know what to do because I don't have any other options. I don't want to leave the barn I ride at now either.
I'm stuck, and I have no idea what to do. I honestly... am so lost... I don't want to quit riding, but honestly I'm not always happy with the horse I ride now...

My parents aren't happy with the way I speak. Honestly... it's just to my dogs. Like, I called my dog a bully, and a stupid head because he wasn't listening. Honestly... I could be saying alot worse. They should happy with the kid that they have and that I'm the not drugee that lives on the corner of the street. Stop, trying to change the way I speak, stop trying to shape me into "a perfect child". It doesn't work. It probally never will. I do not see the point of trying to get me to speak differently. I think they can't accept the fact that I am growing up.

Ohkay... this really doesn't invovle blogging lyfe...but the boy I like, is single.... I'm laughing, one because he doesn't learn, that you can't play girls... and two I think hilarious that the mojoirty of his realationships are max. 3 and half weeks long.

It's priceless.

I'm currently at home... and it was supposed to rain...but it didn't which was stupid. If it rains tomorrow then I will very depressed. Later today, I will be going and volunteering at a place called The Journey and I will be sorting shampoos and conditners. I mean, I'd rather be at the barn---but you know, I'm helping people so that's okay.

I don't know what I want to do with my life... I'm stuck between music and horses...
I could be a Recording Artist or I could be doing something with horses. I'd be happy with both.
In the end, I want to be able to come home to someone at the end of the day---that I can come home too... I know I want that.
But---
I mean, if I'm rocking the world then why not. So I guess my plan right now is, to keep posting youtube videos, to keep taking riding lessons... maybe start performing in front of crowds.
I'd also like to start showing, get the experience under my belt. I mean it doesn't hurt... but I just have to convince my mum. So let's hope I'm allowed...and I honestly hope I'm allowed.

I had a very not productive day today. I mean, I cleaned my room... and I'm currently painting my nails; well attempting to type and not ruin them... which is turning out better than thought...for now. lol. I just posted a new cover on my youtube channel, which was awesome considering i missed my upload day last week. So... I also decided to start up an Equestrian Youtube Channel...since I'm a horse crazy teen.
I don't know if your interested or not...but today I will be putting some of my social network information down. I've always wondered how much my blogs have been viewed, if people like them or if they think they're stupid. I like writing these blogs, They're honestly a great way to procrastinate, sometimes filled with advice or experiences. I mean, maybe some of them are relatable. I'm not sure. Appearantly, most of my readers are in the states.Which is nice, theres also a few in Europe some where. So the fact that I get such a wide range of viewers is great! I'm still waiting for my nails to dry. Waiting...Waiting...Waiting... I painted them a baby blue shiney color. Which, it turned out nicely... since I don't have any clear coats; which yes I am aware that it is very bad for my nails.

I don't know what else to tell you, so I will be posting my social fo right here.:

Twitter: @so_far_out
Tumblr: http://www.allofthemistakesimade.tumblr.com

My mom is calling, so I must go. Toodles.

IT kinda hurts to watch your best friend, have more fun with someone else right in front of you. I mean, I'm all for it, to have friends and friends outside of your "circle"... but I man...when it happens right in front of you. It just hurts. It made me feel like I wasn't good enough, that I wasn't fun or that I wasn't keeping her occupied. I'm kinda worried, about high school and what our friendship will turn out to be, but if it works it works and if it doesn't it doesn't. I mean, so I can't get to worked up about it. She's one of those people... that you have to try extra hard to be friends with, and extra hard to be around. She thinks that she's one of us. The kid with 4 friends, the kid that gets picked on... the kid that doesn't always make it. It sucks. It honestly, sucks. to be sat in front of, by your best friend... and watch her have more fun with someone else that myself. Anywho...
On a happier note. I went to Equestrian Tack Sale... I got some goodies for the horse and pony I ride. Since, I have started excersizing him since he will be leaving soon. or at least once he gets in shape.

I don't if it's just me, and I'm like 100% sure it's not just me. Do you ever wake up and your hair is standing on end, and it's all nasty and messy. Just Ew. Yeah, I had that this morning and can you believe that? Okay... moving on. So I have to go the dentist. (Yucky)  I don't like the dentist. I don't really have like preference. I have to go before I get yelled at. I must go... toodles guys.. I'mma update y'all later.

Whoever invented pimples can die. My face is currently having a breakout, and I have to put tea tree oil on my pimples to help dry them out and you would not believe how much it is stinging my face right now. I mean, I'm not one to complain about it, but honestly... I know it helps, and it clears my face up quickly, but I'd rather drink 2 gallons of water everyday then , actually as much as I love water... I'll deal with putting tea tree oil on my face. Next to that I'm dehydrated, my skin is dry and lips on the verge of chapping. I'm a hot mess right now, in need of a super duper good cuddle.

I just realized I haven't blogged in a bit... so here we go.  Yesterday, the little pony I was exercising, decided to spook and buck me off... I ended up face planting into the ground. I was good, no concussion or breaks or anything. Just a scratch on my nose.  It's time for me to a new helmet... but anywho. I have to go to the dentist tomorrow, I don't really like the dentist. It smells grose. Honestly, but afterwards were going to go to greenhawk to get me a new helmet and some other things. I can't believe I haven't blogged in almost two weeks... like there is something seriously wrong with that. I've finished two journals this summer; Chloe and Tish...I'm currently writing in a journal named Tim... he's my journal... my friend and I think he's a stripper. Don't ask about our sense of logic... I have no idea. I put makeup on today, and I thought looked fine, until I put my eyeliner on ... then it sucked ass. Remind, to practice my upper lid eyeliner... It honestly, was not pretty. Well, one eye was but not the other.

I'm off to the cottage for a week, so I just figured I'd give you a quick update. Everything's good...went to the barn on saturday and rode and such. I'm currently procrastinating, from packing for the cottage which I should do or my mom will get upset--oh well. I'm listening to 5 Seconds Of Summer, because that's what I do. I love punk rock/ punk pop music--it's like my lyfe. I'm glad schools over, right now my emotions are cray because I can't figure out if my crush likes me or nah... like honestly boy make up who you like and kiss them already.

It's the last day of school... yay! Honestly, I don't know how to feel about it. I'm leaving for high school next year, so I'm nervous about that. Quite frankly, it doens't bother me that my friends are playing games and I'm not. I'd rather blog or mix music. It's really hot out and I actually might go and see if I can play. My graduation was awesome.-I don't know. I also have concluded that I am a reallllllly baddddd liar. It's hard to try and lie to your crush, which I did.

I had my grade 8 graduation tonight, and it was good. I wore a dress, it was a nice royal blue colour. I wore light mascara and eyeliner. I saw my crushes there. They both looked really good. One had a date to the dance afterward and the other didn't. Crush A the one with date, we kept making eye contact and we took a picture together with my friends and he wrapped his arm around my waist. Crush B the one without the date, I have no chance with; so normally I won't worry about him. Crush A, I wanted to dance with, just one dance. My best friend ships us, but he honestly, makes eye contact with me all the time, but never bothers to really talk to me or be a friend or anything along those lines. I don't know what to say, or do. He's interested in other girls. and so by the end of the night it left me kinda broken hearted. I am actually talking to my Crush A on Ask.fm. over anon...because I feel confidant that he doesn't know who I am, cause no one knows I have ask, aside from like a friend of mine,

Everything good always happens when I'm not around. Today, I was away volunteering with an organization..and we got our Graduation books. (They're like yearbooks, but shaped around the graduates.) And when we get them, we get the afternoon off and we walk around and get them signed. I missed that, and now my gradbook will be empty. I'll go to school tomorrow, and everyone will be talking about it..and I won't even know, let alone have a gradbook with writing in it. Nobody's going to ask for my signature... I mean it's not the first time somethings good happened well I've been away either. I mean, I've missed important things. Going back to the grad book--- I was the head supervisor for this project since my class was the one putting it together. My partner, didn't care that much. She didn't stress as much as I did. Once, again. I'm always around for the shitty stuff---the stuff  I could've missed. Honestly--maybe if I'm gone good things will happen and I won't have to worry about it. Just maybe. It honestly, sucks that it happened, and I don't know if anyone feels my pain. Appearantly , helping people has a personal price, alot of things have a price that I always pay. I sound selfish when I say this, but the only thing I get in return for paying all these prices is riding lessons and going to the barn 3 times a week... but no one ever goes out of their way to say good-job or thanks for trying. All I want is encouragement and an ounce of recognition. I mean, compliments and recongition mean more every once and a while... but when my once and a while is maybe 3 times a year it kinda sucks. Nevermind, it really sucks.

Anywho--I'll try and write more... and I've started back writing my novel so that's good.

I'm honestly, screwed. My phone got stolen and my mom is reallllllly mad. She's taking away my laptop and my ipad. So...it sucks. Like alot. I'll try to post alot at lunch tomorrow...so you all aren't that bored. and yeah. Hope you enjoy.

I'm pretty sure at this age, nobody wants homework. Honestly, my friends brother says that if there giving you homework, then they don't have enough time in class to teach you. I agree. We don't need homework. There are pro's and con's to homework but honestly no one really enjoys homework...or at least I don't anyways. I have to do homework, and I am currently procrastinating. But the homeworks gotta get done...so atleastits okay for now.  Does anyone know the show jumping arena called "Spruce Meadows"

So I got back from camp, and my phone got stolen...which totally sucks Monkey shit. Anyways. So, I got back from camp on Saturday (Todays' Monday). I didn't update y'all over the weekend of which I apologize. Anyways...I went to the barn Saturday, I almost fell asleep there. I have singing lessons tonight. So once I'm done I'm going to go check the time. I have to call ellen. but I don't know what her number is. I will probaly have to google it. Cause google is amazing. I have homework too. and this long ass to do list. I should look over since I have an hour and half to do my stuff then I have to go do buiness fair things with Ellen, who's my friend. Anyways. I will update y'all later. Toodles.

I'm off to camp tomorrow, so I won't be posting lots... Not that I do anyways. I will try to remember to post lots when I comeback. I'm going to be horse deprived, so I'll post this coming Sunday...I don't know if you care. Since, I'm going , you might be happy. Although, the page only has 30 page views, So I wouldn't know. Toodles. Type y'all next week.

Have you ever thought a book was going to be bad, but then it turns out to be pretty good?? I did that. It turned out quite nicely to be honest.

I got some really bad math test marks. I feel really stupid, cause I thought I was doing well...and then it didn't work like that. I mean, I thank the lord my mom doesn't get mad that my math mark is 50-60's, the only thing she said is that it's not an option to fail. I mean...that's cool.

According to school, it is a crime to have fun in the middle of class, or be happy enough to be loud in the hallways. I personally think, that school is like prison... I mean.. they want us to wear "appropriate clothing"---as long as it's covering your areas...I 'm A okay. I'm currently sitting in math class, being the bored out of life. I mean, time wasted isn't wasted if you had fun doing it... sooo... Yeah. When teachers say "Oh, it's my time..." Sorry, but it's not; It's our time. Your not helping your case, when your wasting our time that we could playing video games, or surfing wikipedia. I mean, honestly... It's great old people want us to learn...but serisouly?

LAWL <3.
I don't really know what to say... I have this epic to-do list to work through. Yucky. I'm crushing on two guys...One notices me and knows...and the other one doesn't even notice me, so I mean yay?
Idk. I'm writing through my 4th journal...you know/ How's life ? Does anyone have wattpad? I do, I write a story there.
TIK TOK ON THE CLOCK> GIRL YOU THINK YOU GOT IT ALL BUT YOU DONT I DO>WHAT MAKES YOU BOOTYFUL

So I have this friend, and she's homophobic. I'm not gay or anything. My friend was raised with a homophobic family, so in a way it's not her fault. Although it bugs me when people can't see each other and their differences. I understand that it makes people uncomfortable, but honestly...cannot you not be respectful, and just look the other way? Most don't realize, how hurtful these same love lovers are. What happened to Love is Love? Do we frown upon other things, that involve love?Yes. We do. It's sickening.